So my friend is coming to stay with me for the weekend – she is also my diet buddy and I was mega grateful when she suggested that we go swimming this weekend and that she’d cook later on – in the past we have been very much foodie friends – we’d eat lunch out and then get a takeaway for dinner so it’s great to think we’ll be able to change that dynamic and find these other things to do :). So I’ve been thinking about going to Zumba FOREVER and had asked friend to go today with me and now I’m lying here in bed and I have ‘the dread’ and I really don’t want to go…I don’t even know what it’s about but I always do this and even did it on Wednesday – I had rearranged and appointment with the life coach so I could go to a new self defence class but then I got ‘the dread’ and talked myself out of it. I’m not even sure what I’m worried about or why I’m talking myself out of it….crazy brain. Argh
I’m terrible about planning things and then when it comes time to do them, feeling so much dread and regret. Oftentimes it will keep me from doing what I had planned.
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Same here – I didn’t end up going – I talked my friend out of going too so I have guilt too!! Don’t even know why
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